Goals

I feel like I need to set some goals for myself, and that way I can be thrilled when I complete those goals. I h e realized my goal is too high for me to even feel like I have accomplished anything. So my new goals I feel like they are manageable. And I don't need to feel like it will never be completed. So at the end of this blog entry my goals will be listed.

On another note we had such a wonderful christmas! It was so awesome to spend time with Josiah (johns youngest brother) his mon surprised John with sending Josiah out here, jennika has had so much fun playing with him and sitting with him, he leaves today and Jennika is going to be so sad! I am so happy he got to come out I know John was feeling a bit home sick since come FEB he hasn't seen any family for a year! And going from seeing them once a month or every other month it is a huge change. But I guess it's something we have to get used to. Since we won't be close to them for awhile. Back to Christmas haha Jennika was overwhelmed with gifts, and she loved it! It was awesome to be here has a family, and enjoy each other. :) now I'm getting ready for the new year and setting goals for me and my family! 2012 is the year for me to finally fully change my life and get all the negative out of my life and live for the positive. No more unhealthy life style and no more rude negative ppl in my life. I will not let anyone walk all over me nor will I let anyone think that they can say hurtful things one day and think that things are perfect the next. SCREW THAT!!! If there are hurtful things to be said about me then I would like to hear them in a "hey can I talk to you about a few things" kinda way. I am also not going to make so much of an effort to make sure ppl are in my life. I will give the same effort they give to me, and if effort stops, guess what?! I am DONE! I feel like the last 2yrs if my life I have bent over backwards to make sure ppl that don't make an effort are involved in my life and that isn't fair to me at all! So no more. I will be nice and respectful but I will tell you how I feel when I feel it. I will not hold my tongue anymore it's just not worth it. And if you don't like it then sucks for you! My first priority is my family and I will do everything I can to protect my girls since they aren't old enough to protect themselves. :)

Here are some of my goals for the new year!

Drop down 10lbs a month.
Exercise everyday at least 20mins but would prefer 90mins.
Drink more water
Eat healthy and no boxed foods
No fast food!
Focus more on my kids
Do a big craft a week with my girls
Make sure to get family pictures every 6m
Be positive!
And keep in good communication with the ones closest to me :)

Have you figured out some goals to change you for the better?

Ashley