Almost packed.

I have sadly not worked out in 3 days. :( I feel exhausted and really need to get back into the groove of things. I was suppose to go on a run with my husband this morning but got into packing and clearing out the garage. But tomorrow morning I am going on a run! I need to get back into my routine and stop slacking. I saw a glance at myself in the mirror and I hate the way I look. I really need to buckle down and only drink and eat healthy. This move is going to help me since it's kinda like starting over. I will no longer be buying snack food that isn't a fruit veggie or grain. John is going to come home to a new person and hopefully pounds lighter. I will be running or walking every morning from now on! I am buckling down and stopping my bad habits. No more eating out and if I do I will only be eating salads and fruit. I will be writing down all my meals and snacks and tracking my calories. If you see me on a daily basis and I do not have a bottle of water please tell me to get one lol. That is my biggest problem is I don't drink enough water nor do I eat enough healthy foods. I will also be killing myself with Jillian micheals. She is mean and I don't like her but I really need to get into shape and a place where I am comfortable with myself. In other words I need this fat crap off of me. And for me it's an every day struggle to stay in top of it. And no matter how much I ask my husband to keep on top of me he doesn't. When. I get to Bragg I may be getting a personal trainer to come and tell me what to do and force me to do it. I just really want to be happy with myself.

Well that's all for tonight. Hope everyone had a wonderful veterans day.

Ashley.