Getting to the End.... :(

WOW, it has been a busy few days, in the last 4 days i have cried, been super upset, awesomely happy, and SUPER stressed out! This move is all coming so fast that i am just over loaded with emotions. We finished packing on monday, and i had a few last min things after the house was cleaned, but it was great cause i packed the first two days, and John packed the last two days. I packed away the rest of Jennika's toys and my dogs are freaking out, warren is acting out i think he is just nervous. Thor is being good but a little worried when i leave the house. Jennika is doing very well considering everything she normally plays with is gone and she doesn't have a million books and babies out. Ruth has been sleeping in her crib for a week now and she sleeps so much better! She hasn't slept thru the night since we went to OR last month and the night i put her in her crib she was out like a light and slept 10hrs! it was so great to have sleep again. I discovered Jennika is getting her 2 year molars, so she is in pain during the day but thankfully isn't waking at night like she normally does when she teethes, Ruth's front bottom teeth are at the surface I'm wondering when those are going to come in since Jennika's sat there for 6 months. I have not been running or working out due to the fact that Jennika got sick and i don't wanna take her out in the cold and i am so exhausted cause I'm so stressed out. BUT I found a track at fort bragg that was talking to another wife about and i plan on going there every other day to run. my mom is going to try it with me as well. I am also not going to buy crap snack foods, i will only have fruits and veggies and other healthy snacks in my home, my husband may not like this considering he is a chips and sandwich kinda guy BUT he can go eat somewhere else. I want so bad to be able to be healthy and show my children good eating habits and healthy exercise habits, My husband and I are getting each other bikes this christmas, and seats to go in the front for the girls. I plan to ride my bike a lot and when the hubs is free i plan to go on at least one weekly bike ride together. I may even get one of those trailer things that go in the back so when i want to ride alone i will be able to take both girls. I finally have the drive to want to do these things and workout and i am bummed i am not running this week but i WILL be starting again once i get all moved in. I will also hopefully have enough room in a home to do my Jillian workouts i know she will kick my butt! and after i am finished with the 30 day shred i will do another much stronger workout I'm thinking the PX90 i have heard great things! I hope everyone is enjoying their week i am dreading the end of this week. :(

Ashley