I am laying here on my neighbors couch because my house is packed in a u haul. It has been a long last 12 days and it all ended too soon! I am so thankful for all the wonderful friends I made here and thankful that katelyn and Erica have been so helpful. I had to say bye to my neighbor Friday morning, that was rough. The only thing that kept me from balling is that I'll be back in a few weeks to visit for a while. But knowing that I'm moving away from who is the best neighbor and friend I could ask for sucks! What sucks even more is she's pregnant and due in Feb and I won't be her neighbor to stand outside waiting for them to bring home baby Dylan like tim and Baylee were for me when I brought home Ruth. I have became so close to them and I sure am going to miss our morning coffee and Erica telling me I need to stop buying cupcake things for the girls haha. I'm sure I will be here at campbell a lot since I am not that far away and will miss everyone so much.
Katelyn and her wonderful family came over to help us load the truck and I'm shocked I wasn't crying all day. Jennika and Jack were on the truck axle just sitting and I was inside but Katelyn took a picture for me and I just about cried. Knowing we are leaving all of Jennika's friends and she has met so many here, just sucks. I know she will meet more friends but it won't be the same. Katelyn and her family have been a huge part of our life here and i don't think I will want to make friends at Bragg. I hate leaving people I care about and I hate knowing that Jennika really has no clue what is going on and probably thinks its just another day and she will see jack at the playground or at his house tomorrow or the next day. Or when we Skype jack why she isn't in the same room but he's on the computer. I again am so thankful we aren't going too far away since if we were I would be crying even more. When we moved from Lewis I knew we would be visiting since we are from the west coast and have family there. If we were going back to Lewis or some where more than 12hrs away I would be devastated. I haven't even left yet and I am crying. I am going to get the house finished and the truck finished this morning so I can enjoy the rest of the day with my friends. We leave tonight or earlier I still have not decided. It is raining which means we should prob leave during the day so we don't go thru the hills n such at night but I don't want to go!!!!!!!
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